...Inspirations...

Vaya ... three days and no writing?

I think it's because I spent all this time basically watching LOST too damn much hehehe. That and sort of waiting around until someone read the last post and reading their comments. Pero... I guess that inspiration hadn't come back yet. It's funny, people ask about my inspirtation. ALL THE TIME. Are you writing about...? Are you still thinking about...? But hasn't it been years, how come you're still thinking about...?

People ask a lot. It's ok.

Wow ... de dónde viene mi inspiración?

De verdad, para los que no habian leído anteriormente, yo soy un hopeless romantic. Osea, de verdad, yo vivo por esas cosas. Esas memorias mias estan como que quemadas en el corazon y la memoria.

De verdad yo cojo un poco de todo. Yo reuno todos los sentimientos y revivo momentos en mi vida over and over again in my head. Me acuerdo de todo y de repente... XUAS... asi salen al papel. No sé si me explico... Osea, muy pocas veces escribo sobre una persona, es muy dificil que me salgan palabras sobre alguien. Por eso es que mi cuento [Jacobs] ha durado 8 años en hacer porque todavia lo re-leo y pienso que no estoy expresando bien el amor a algunas de las chicas. De cualquier forma ahi esta incompleto y varias personas lo leen y me dicen... "SIGUE SIGUE ME DEJASTE EN EL AIRE" pero es que me quede con Iliana [que en vida real es Jill]... y eso que le puse Iliana antes de conocer a Ili The Wise.

Hay momentos en la vida que yo creo que seria imposible poder describirlos en papel, como dicen en ingles... it would be impossible to do it justice. Mientras mas intente, no incorporará todas las emociones que deberian salir, no saldria el amor que senti, el dolor, la felicidad, los celos, la esperanza, etc...

I wish I could. I still love them all somehow. It's funny. How all the feelings come back. I can remember it all. Over and over. One of the ones I re-read a lot is "Another..."

Another...

An instant is a second,
but that second is an eternity.
It wasn't a simple embrace
or a kiss of true love.
It was quick, yet intense.
You looked more beautiful than ever,
more than when you were mine.
I felt like I had fallen in love once more,
although in just that instant
I fell for you.
After so much time,
so many hugs, so many kisses,
so many caresses, so many calls,
after all, NOW I love you.
That instant, so long, so painful,
such intense pain in such quick moment.
Just one glance, just one look,
only to see you, with another....

Yeah I know... It sucks doesn't it? When that happens...
No se porque siempre lo leo. A veces sonrio. A veces me deprimo. A veces hasta se me aguan los ojos. I miss her. It's been YEARS, pero I miss her. Then again... doesn't this fit for anyone? It should, shouldn't it...

Read it and whomever you think it is, you might be right, you might be wrong, you might have no clue. The thing is I wrote it using combination emotions from everything in my life, but I know I can pinpoint it to someone.

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Hmm... no me gusto este post... pero total, ya lo escribi...